So, today I start working for myself having left Castle Group. Although I'm working for them since I'm redesigning their website!

Claire goes away this weekend. I'm going to have to spend 3 weeks without her. I know she's going away with a male friend, doing a mini tour of England then 10 days in Egypt but I trust her. She's always said he's only a friend.

The problems that seem to be coming up are between myself and Claire. Nothing I've done or said lately has made her say she still loves me. It's obvious she doesn't anymore. I just don't want to lose her but I'm going to.

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