Two days left of work. Doing very little at the moment.

Spent Saturday with Claire. Not much went on due to not being in the mood. Something she's putting down to her diet but given the way I've felt for the past week or so I'm not so sure. She's been colder, more distant lately.

My 4 month cycle is starting again. I feel like I'm losing her. It's like the spark has gone and everything is routine.

Not so sure if I have the ability to really make her happy anymore. Have to keep it going. Do what I can and wait and see.

I'm in love with someone who doesn't want to be with me anymore.

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