Been on the phone with Claire. Not good.

Yesterday she drove across to Scarborough. We went out for dinner. Italian! All went well.

Back to my flat. I've always felt very uncomfortable with having visitors. I know why but can't explain it.

We began to engage in kissing, touching, feeling and working towards sex. I just couldn't manage it. I felt very tense and subsequently couldn't keep an erection going.

The trouble was that Claire left somewhat abruptly and now feels that I don't find her attractive. I do. It's just last night that wasn't right. It's put a dent in things.

Anyway, she's coming back tomorrow. I need to try and relax and hopefully we can have some better sex. Well, any sex would be good with her right now.

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